CNN tells me this morning that Andreas Lubitz was depressed and suicidal back in 2009, before he got his pilot’s license. It is unclear at the moment if he was experiencing only thoughts or had actually made an attempt. We also don’t know what prompted him to think about suicide. We do know that becoming a pilot was a dream of his, something he was apparently passionate about.
We do not know how he was doing psychologically between 2009/2010 and now, about 5 years later. Depression doesn’t necessarily linger. It is treatable or can even go away on its own in come cases. Suicidal thoughts also come and go. And it’s important to point out that many, many people — I’d actually say most people — have suicidal thoughts at some point in their lives.
In the US, pilots can apply for a waiver if they are suffering from mild to moderate depression and are on certain medications. It is not an automatic grounding in the US any more for a pilot to be depressed. I don’t know what Germany’s standards are. If any of you know, please let me know!
When I’ve dealt with suicidal patients (and a lot of them were at some point or another), I asked about plans and intent. Most had no plan or intent. They’d insist that they’d “never do that” for a variety of reasons and in most cases, I believed them. I’d be more concerned if they had a specific plan. “I’d blow my brains out.” However, if they didn’t have a gun or access to one I’d be less concerned. However, I would be concerned. As a psychologist, my duty is primarily focused on taking care of my patient, so I’d be working hard to convince the patient that hospitalization would be a good move. On a couple occasions, I’ve called the police out for clients who’ve called me and led me to believe they were suicidal. Some got mad at me for doing this, but I was glad they were still around to be mad. Yes, under the law, I can break confidentiality if I think a person is a harm to self (or others). Calling an employer … that’s something I’ve never done and I wonder if, given the confidentiality laws, I’d be allowed to do that. I think if I had a pilot who told me he was suicidal and planned to crash an airliner, I’d call the employer or at least a doc working for the airline and take the hit on my license later.
I suppose that if Lubitz was still in therapy (that’s still unclear to me) and he told the therapist that he was suicidal and planning on crashing an airliner, the therapist would have taken some action to prevent this. More likely, if Lubitz mentioned anything at all about being suicidal at present, he was vague about it. Consider also that this guy loved flying. It was important to him. Very important. Perhaps the most important thing in the world to him. As a therapist, I’d have to consider this. If I take steps to ground him, am I actually increasing the odds that he’ll take his own life? Have I then removed the last thing that mattered to him? It’s a horrible dilemma, one I’m glad I’ve never had to face. (BTW: for you writers. This could make a really interesting short story.)
